Once again, I'd fall for you

I always wonder why?
Why, you?
After everything,
hello again.
I don't even make it in my wishlist
Somehow,
life is unpredictable :-)
I like viewing your facebook photo,
cause it's taken in my car
But nobody knows that.

We're grown ups 

But I still like doing everything like a preschool child

Shout out my LOVE to you

Hmm.
The title says it all.
keke :-)

100 Facts bout Me :P

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:  H2o :D

2. Last phone call:   Yea my dad just called and asked bout my mom.

3. Last text message:  ' You woke up already, ring me when you're free ok? :-) ' - Ah Q

4. Last song you listened to:  恋爱大过天  I'm sorry, OneFM is playing LOL

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:  Errr, considered yes right?

7. Been cheated on:  Yeap :-(

8. Kissed someone and regretted it:   Aduh.... YES. 
  
9. Lost someone special:  You mean he/she left or?   Bobby.

10. Been depressed:   For sure.  

11. Been drunk and threw up:  ohhh, happen quite frequent :P

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Blue 

13. Red

14. Yellow

LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: Yes.

16. Fallen out of love: Yes.  

17. Laughed until you cried:  It doesn't happen yearly, it happens DAILY. XD 

18. Met someone who changed your life:  Changed my life? Hmm. Yea 

19. Found out who your true friends were:  I am pathetic, NO  

20. Found out someone was talking about you:   Yea, in a good way.   

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:  Yes  

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:  70% 

23. How many kids do you want to have:   Never thought bout that.   

24. Do you have any pets:  Yeap :-)

25. Do you want to change your name: Yea, i always wish to back at the time when I was a baby, and I have some kind of special ability then tell my dad not to name me CYL. Argh..

26. What did you do for your last birthday? Had fun with my cousins. :P

27. What time did you wake up today:   9 in the morning :(

28. What were you doing at midnight last night:  Couldn't fall asleep :(

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:  Cheer 2011 

30. Last time you saw your Father:  4 o Clock this morning  

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:   Seriously I don't know how to answer :(

32. What are you listening to right now:  F.I.R's song on the radio. 

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:   Nope 

34. What's getting on your nerves right now:   Hmm.. What else besides that.

35. Most visited webpage:   Google, my homepage.  

36. What's your real name:   I don't wanna talk bout this. 

37. Nicknames: Ah Choo, Zhu Zhai, Zhu :( 

38. Relationship Status:  Single :-S

39. Zodiac sign: Pisces 

40. Male or female :  WTH? What's this.

41. Elementary?: Tadika Suria Jaya  

42. Middle School?:   SMKPP 

43. High school/college:   IACT College  

44. Hair colour:  Black with a little maroon left over :(

46. Height:   156

47. Do you have a crush on someone?  All the time WOW!

48: What do you like about yourself?   Everything :P

49. Piercings:  Nope 

50. Tattoos:  Shhhhh..  

51. Righty or lefty:   Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery:  CHOI ! Nope. 

53. First piercing:  When I was 4.  

54. First best friend:   FXM 

55. First sport you joined:   I can't remember, table tennis or something.  

56. First vacation:   Ah hah, that really challenge my memory. Cameron Highland I think. 

58. First pair of trainers:  Nope 

RIGHT NOW

  
59. Eating:  On diet :)

60. Drinking: Still - H2o

61. I'm about to:  Take a shower before Ethan woke up.  

62. Listening:  OneFM's radio commercial  

63. Waiting:  You to find me :P

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?  It depends. I am not a good parents :(

65. Get Married?   My question is, with who?

66. Career?  Major in my career probably.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes:  Anything 

68. Hugs or kisses:  It happens at the same time right.. 

69. Shorter or taller:   I always hope that they could be shorter :(

70. Older or Younger:  Anything will do  

71. Romantic or spontaneous:  Love me.  

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:   Nice hair HAHAHAHA

73. Sensitive or loud :  Friendly

74. Hook-up or relationship:  Anything 

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant:   Argh...

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger:  Once, during my birthday. 
  
77. Drank hard liquor:  Wuhoooo ! 

78. Lost glasses/contacts:  THOUGHT that I loss my contact lens but it actually hiding somewhere around my eyes 

79. Sex on first date:  Ahaha, NO I think.

80. Broken someone's heart:  Hmm, Sorry :(

82. Been arrested:   LOL.

83. Turned someone down:  Hehehee. 

84. Cried when someone died:  Yeap.

85. Fallen for a friend?:  Ehehee, :P

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself:   All the time.

87. Miracles:  Yea

88. Love at first sight: Happens just once. 

89. Heaven:  I am not so sure bout that seriously 

90. Santa Claus:   AHAHAHAAHHA, before standard 6. 

91. Kiss on the first date:  No I run it slowwwwww. 

92. Angels:  I got one :P

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:   Yes

95. Did you sing today?:  I sing everyday.. 

96. Ever cheated on somebody?:  Yea. 

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : The day before we met. 

98. If you could pick a day from last, last year and relive it, what would it be?  :D

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:     Yea.  It depends.

100. Are you afraid of dying?    :P    

Seriously, I pray..

I would never ask for anything that doesn't belongs to me
I know
If it's yours, doesn't matter if you accidentally overlook it or something else
It still goes back to you.

But this time
I pray.

I pray that miracle would happens on me

I wouldn't force to have it

But I wish, I hope, I pray.

Reading my mind is easy

Not that complicated

You don't need any special ability. 

:-)

Momma, can you hear me?

I can't stop my tears from falling when I recall back
How happy and how lovely my family used to be
Taking dinner together every night
When I come back from college I can see my mom's back
Working on the dinner
Me and my dad gonna play with my nephew
When my brothers' home we start to take our dinner
We gather in the living room after dinner

Days like Mother's day
We gonna buy some gift for my mom
Celebrate it together

Reading everyone talking bout how delicious is their mom's rice dumpling
I envy
Truly I envy
I miss my mom's rice dumpling
She use to make lotsa of rice dumpling for my family
because she knows that we doesn't like rice dumpling from out there

Now
My mom can't hear us
can't see us
Mom, when're you gonna wake up?

Nothing or Whatever?

我感觉到
却假装不知道．

Sunday -
Singapore just brought the rainy day to Malaysia :(

And you know I'm boring here :D
Yawn*

My fantasy - me

If there's another me exist

Like seriously

I will love her forever ever

Cause she awesome in every way :)

I don't own a MAC .

: P